Speechless

Honestly,
he left me speechless.


Completely.


What else could I have said?




......seriously.

I guess some things are better left unanswered.




And finally,
this marks an end of to this chapter of my life.




虽然只是个过客，还是想说声谢谢。




p.s. Blogger's new layout is.... new and different. So weird. D:

静。

我本来都是和好朋友时比较吵，不熟的人时和比较静。

很正常吧？

可是，

最近几个月，我整个人静了下来。

就静静的，静静的，思考着。

所以啊，

我现在是反了过来。

我和不熟的人时比较吵，和好朋友时比较静。

和不熟的人时比较吵是因为我一个人在这，

不可以每天都不说话吧？

总是要在这里交一俩个朋友吧？

然后呢，

我的好朋友们都说我太静了。

啊，我这样下去会不会好朋友都跑光呢？

还有，这应该是我第一次在我部落格上写中文。

以后也可能会多写中文。

请多多指教咯～

Easily Annoyed.

Not sure if it's me who've changed or the people around me who've changed.

If it's me. I get easily annoyed and agitated with people.

If it's them. I wonder if I was too nice to them that they utter words without them going through their brains.

Oh,

no, this is nothing new. It's been so for a few years now.

Or at least after I went to USA.

I wonder if it's the environment that made me feel so.

And because of this, I'm just not as nice as I was.

Or should I say I'm no longer as naive?

.... Probably.

Time flies and people change.

I've changed. I've learned. I've experienced.

& I've came to a conclusion.

Life's short.

So I don't see why I should tolerate with your bullshit.

It's time I speak for myself.

Wala wala poof poof

Today I had an urge to look at my old blog entries. It may be because I'm sick. When I'm sick, I tend to be have the nolstagia feeling.

So I decided to open it up again. Too bad I lost my old blog skin..... Now I've lost all my old links of people I used to follow too. ( ; _ ;) I'm major fail.

There are actually reasons for me to close this blog before. One of the main reasons is because I was hiding from someone. But seeing how many years have passed, I guess it's ok? If he still comes and check my blog until today, then something is wrong with him. :O And since I've closed it down for 2 years, don't think there will be any traffic coming into my blog. LOL. Reasons - my old friends will assume it's dead and my new friends won't know the existence of this blog.

Anyway, reading my old posts - Ah.... Good memories. It's funny how I was so hyper, lame and funny. Many things happened and I'm a different person now. I wouldn't even imagined how I would have the courage to make this decision coming to a new country. Made a lot of new friends. I guess experiences do change people.

It is kinda sad that I didn't get to jot down about my journey with these people. Because I can't scroll back in here to read about the time I spent with them. Yet again, I think those are really important memories I will never forget! After all, I do have pictures of them in my fb! :p

Man..... not blogging for a long time has made me rusty. Even typing this feels weird too.

Not sure if I will continue blogging, photobucket doesn't seem to work in this country. Oh wells... We shall see.

By the way, have a picture of a recent me! :D

Leaving yet again.

Being unable to celebrate my 21st birthday at home,
made me realize that I'm so loved by my family.

Makes me wonder,
I haven't been the best child yet I'm being treated so good,
is that really alright?

......I feel so lucky and as a pampered child,
I'm reluctant to leave.

I know new adventures awaits,
but I'm far too comfortable at home. :(

new year = new hairstyle?

New hairstyle to welcome new year? :O

lol.

Happy 2010. :)
2009 was a great year.
I learned many things.
I even developed a phobia and phillia.

As much as I miss the old time,
It's time to move foward. ;)

BTW, I'm back in Malaysia till 23rd of Jan.

Cold.

cold cold cold cold!

I know I haven't been updating.
Finals is coming up.
And life is getting hectic because of it.
I'll update once I have time.

But ya,
it just turned December,
and there was a drastic change in the weather.

It's now very cold where I am compared to how it should be. :(

Damn.
I did not sign up for this.

Busy + Lazy

busy busy busy!
lazy lazy lazy!

such a weird combination. (-^〇^-)

I do have stuff to update about but I've been quite busy with my assignments. （;´∀｀）
Too lazy to get my pictures from my digi cam,
no pics for now.

But I'll update it next week since I have a week off for thanksgiving.

And surprisingly,
I can still find time to play and draw RO fanarts.





AHAHAHHA.
I'm so dead if 1 of my friend finds out. (* ´д｀*)
Cause I promised him not to touch RO again? ......
but but but...... temptations of drawing cute RO fanarts again!

Well, he'll eventually find out 1 day when he reads my blog anyway.
So..... ya....... whatever. (;_; )
Or I should probably make him join me? (^▽^)ノ

Other than that,
After talking to my mom,
It's comfirmed that I'll be going back this dec. (o´∀｀o)
Mommy, if you reading this, thank you ar! ♥ ♥ ♥
Yes, she reads my blog also. LOL.

Halloween 2009

Halloween started when I went to class last Friday,
and got free candies from my lecturer and his TA (Teacher Assistant), Lisa. ♥






Then on Saturday,
Elly, my roommie and I went to a House Party. (^▽^)ノ
It was my first time to a Party since I came here.
I was pretty excited. (-^〇^-)

I dressed up as some random gothic white eyelash girl with the clothes I have.
(I know I'm cheap :p )
and Elly dressed up as a skanky grandma.
Look at her silver hair! (＞∨＜）ｂ









The white eyelashes was actually inspired by Ayumi Hamasaki in her PV, Jewel.









My white eyelashes








The whole night, I was known as the white eyelash girl.
No one remembered my name. (> _<。)





But it's alright,
because it would have been plain if I didn't use the white eye lashes.
Look! so plain! （;´∀｀）







Some of the pictures from the party.

Not-so-little red riding hood with not-so-big bad wolf.








Football couple. ☆








We were bored,
we even went to sit on the roof.
joe the dead scout,
elly the skanky grandma,
dead bday boy,
Richard and me the white eyelash girl.








Mario!








The "Shoter" with shots!









Tuxedo Man and Sailor Moon!
My fav. LOL.









Matt who made not much effort to dress up,
looked exactly like Shaggy!
He is the one on the back.
Richard and Elly in the front.








Dead Russian Dan.
He looks jolly to be a dead Russian.







Gym Coach. :)






With the host.







me with Elly and Joe the dead boy scout again.





After that,
we went to 7-11 to get food,
because we were too hungry.

Domo Latte!
how cute. ♥












Then we chilled in Joe's house a lil.
I feel so zen with this in Joe's house.

Downtown Madness

Last Saturday,
because Wern Tyng wanted to return 1 of her tshirts
to 1 of the stores in downtown,
So we, Sandy, Racheal and me went with her to downtown.

Before that,
lunch 1st!



Then while Wern Tyng was in the store doing her thing,
we camwhored.


Sandy and I







Racheal then joined in




When we came out,
Still camwhoring!! LOL.



We then loitered around till night time to meet Amanda and Kenny.
Had our dinner at this Indonesian Restaurant, Borobudur.


Mee Goreng and Mie Tek Tek!!
Awesome-ness!!!




Nasi Goreng with Salted Fish!!!
Another Awesome-ness!!!




Something like Nasi Lemak!!!
SO GOOD!! ♥♥♥♥♥




Kangkung?? VERY NICE. ♥♥♥♥♥




Then went to Kenny's house again!
This time half of us played Monopoly while the other half watched movie.
Kenny's Monopoly set is so cool,
it has a shiny board and it has half transparent money.








And eventhough this is blur,
I love this pic.
Meet the dumb babies. ♥♥♥╲(*´∀`)丿♥♥♥