Today is the last day of year 2004. ok, so let's review what have i done this year.

-- first time MSN messenger-ing after i got my hotmail email account.

-- my 1st handphone ^.^ .....but a lousy 1

-- had a driver but he was at last fired last 3 weeks ago..... -.-

-- went to Korea and haven't even wrote an entry in my blog for that.

-- PMR~ and it is over

-- had a argue with Ka Huey, ya.... i was an idiot that time

-- make a very good relationship with Nan-Zi and Hang Woon

-- became a forumer of MCC forum and CF forum but never attended to any of the outings and events... -.- and i am sorry to some of them there because i "fong fei kei" all the time like the EnTrance and CosMas........ Gomenasai!!!

-- not responsible as a leader of decoration in my class and PBSM....... ya.... i was being lazy, and i hope next year i am not the leader!!

-- like and hate a person at the same time...... this 1, i don't understand my feelings also.....

-- i had social problems ... -.-

-- played RO and met some special friends

-- made this blog

-- read alot of comics on year end.

-- fell in love with shounen-ai and i don't even remember how i fell in love with it

-- get to make a family tree in school. and my son-in-law and grandson would be leaving the school next year...... T^T

-- fell in love with the colour red and the flower hibiscus

There are still alot of things but i just can't remember. So, i guess i would just add the others later when i remember what it is. Anyway, this year is not a bad year after all (for me).

But, I have this sad feeling inside me. I don't know why. I think it is because time passes by to fast and i did not accomplish what i wanted to accomplish at all. Besides, next year would be a very different 1 from this year.Ka Huey will no longer be with us, she is changing school to BU4 and Hui Ting, Jean,Shaun would be going to take pure sciences. Though i know that Nan-zi is going to the same class as me, i still feel sad. =( hmm.... makes me want to cry..... *sigh*

Well, anyway i wish all of u a Happy New Year~!!

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 10:45 PM.

I am lazy again, so i am going to stuff what i did this week on to this post..... again! =P

- i totally forgot that it was Echizen Ryoma's birthday on christmas eve (24/12)..... gomene, Ryoma-san... anyway, he is an anime characther, he won't actually care.......XD

- watch "kaaduki no miko". It's a shoujo-ai anime which my brother dowlaoded. This show really freaks me out. The 2 main characthers keep saying each others name and it is so irritating. They go something like this : "Chikane-chan"....."Himeko?"....."Chikane-chan"....... "yes? Himeko".....and it goes on forever. -.-"" i think i'll still stick to shounen-ai better~!! =3

- Christmas was quite boring, me and my family just went for a dinner with my grandmother.

- on the 27th, it's 1 year anniversary for me and my family living in my current house.

- yesterday, got my pmr results. 2A, 4B, 1C and 1D .... i am quite happy with my results because it was almost like what i expected and i know i am lousy. But my mom keep scolding me again and again. She don't even let me go to Nanzi's house for tomorrow's countdown..... -.-"

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 5:07 AM.

Last Friday, i watch Gundam Seed Destiny from episode 1 to episode 8 which my brother dowloaded. it was very good, but i don't really understand some parts because i haven't watch finish Gundam Seed (Gundam Seed Destiny is part 2 of Gundam Seed) because my brother borrowed the gundam seed from his friend. then i watch the first 5 episodes of Gundam Seed and stopped because my brother watch finished it faster than me and return back to his friend.

maybe because it has been a long time since i saw an anime series, i got crazy over this one. i think this 1 is great, i got crazy over Athrun. when ever i saw him, i go jumping up and down happily like a crazy person and very little anime characthers would make me feel like that. *got slapped by Hui Ting for falling in love with another anime characthers* then i also got crazy over AthrunxCagalli couple, they are so cute together. the new guy Shin is cool too but i don't like his attitude.

Spoilers~* highlight to see
and i heard that Kira is going to be back with his Strike Gundam~ ^.^ happy to hear that. and there will be this fake Lacus. i also heard that later in the story, Cagalli had to marry Yunna for political stuff..... (curse Yuuna) and force Athrun out of that triangle-love, and then he fell in love with the fake Lacus.....? what the......? story is going to be interesting~

but too bad, though i like the series alot, my brother wouldn't want to download it anymore. *sigh* well, it's ok, i can still borrow it from some one or go to HQ and borrow the CD-s. bwahahahahahaha~~~~ i like the music Fields of Hope sang by Lacus in this anime. i even put a midi link to my link list, so i can listen to it again and again. call me crazy~ ^o^v

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 5:08 AM.

Today, i went 1 utama and watch Kung Fu Hustle with my 2nd brother and his friends.

My rating for Kung Fu Hustle is 2.5/5. the reason are:

the bad
yes, it is hilarious, but to me, it's not as hilarious as his other movies. so, i am kind of dissapointed.

the good
though it's not as funny as the old ones, but this 1 have many special effects, making the movie some how worth to be seen.

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 5:15 AM.

I am getting more and more lazy to post up/update my blog. (or i should say i am lazier....? which is right? i don't know. i don't care.) *sigh* what to do? all the lazy worms are attacking me. X[ ....so, these are briefly what happend last week.....

- last week, in Ragnarok Online i met candy87 in glast heilm, the green haired acolyte that was suppose to be buttercup of powerpuff girl in RO (read my last 2 posts). she became an priest and tanked me and brother for awhile. Then later, met Alvin kor kor in Ragnarok Online when i was in pvp arena (RO) and he was in cyber cafe (real life) looking at his friend's screen and saw my characther, then he pm-ed me with his characther.

- Saturday (18/12/04) night, went to my cousins house. showed her some CF 04 pictures that was posted on CF forum, and she got interested in cosplaying. so, maybe next year, we might cosplay. (only if we have enough money and i seriously go for a diet.)

- when me and my cousin was talking about cosplay, my brother was suggesting about what to cosplay as. then he was talking about Naruto and suddenly, he was so interested in the konoha village head protector. i have no idea why. (maybe he want to cosplay as Choji next year O_o ... XD)

- about Ragnarok Online, my brother got a new bot from my cousin, and botted my archer. Now my archer is an hunter, currently lvl.72

- looked at CosMas 04 pictures, it looks like great fun~ and i am happy because it was sucessful though i did not go.

- Monday (20/12/04) was "guo dong". went to vegetarian shop and eat with my whole family. then went to ikea to look for a table for my room. but at last decided not to buy from ikea, then i bought this artist dummy from ikea (some kind of a doll that can move....?).

-heard from my mom that she interviewed a new driver the last few days. WUHU !! i might get a new driver~ yeah~!! if not, i'll have a hard time keep asking my parents/brothers to fetch me to school, tution and other stuff next year.

-my mom also said that we are having an open house party on 19th of February 2005 (Saturday) .

- went to the 1 utama yesterday (21/12/04) with Ka Huey, Nanzi, Hang Woon and Hang Kim. Watch the movie Phantom Of The Opera. it was a great movie, i even cried at the ending part... T_T i give 5/5 for this movie~(if you watch it, you'll understand why i give a 5/5.)

- found out that there is a new anime/cosplay convention coming up next year (the Cyberjaya 1, on 17-19 of Feb), i am happy to hear that but i might not go because 17 and 18 is a school day, and 19 is my open house party, and i had miss all of the anime/cosplay conventions this year. T_T

- about fruits basket, manga series which is not finished yet. (spoilers, so highlight to see) i heard rumours about Akito being a girl. i did not belive it until i was chatting with Ying Xin last Thursday (16/12/04), and she told me that it was true. i was shocked. i actually predicted that Akito was a gay and he loves Yuki that's why he tortures Yuki and Shigure was pretending to be a gay and stay next to Akito to get what Shigure wants. so now, it's different, Akito is not a gay, she is a girl. she loves Yuki and etc. then Ying Xin also told me that Shigure is Akito's half boyfriend.........???? O_o and i was expecting shounen-ai because the only thing that makes me super happy and would make me jump up and down now is only shounen-ai and nothing else.

.....and 1 more thing, i really feel like cosplaying after seeing all the pictures of cosplayers taken on CF 04 and CosMas 04~ i am inspired~ but too bad i have no body shape and money... T_T

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 11:30 AM.

My true self (?)

it is time to reveal my true self.... bwahahahaha~ i am typing this because i want to. this is my blog, and i can type what ever i want! so, =P. hehehehe~ don't mind me......... i am abit crazy these days...... so don't come near me or i'll bite you! (just joking X3) and what ever i type today, you can just ignore it.... (cause the sentences don't link and it makes no sense together....... O_o)

i never really reveal my true feelings to my friends. yes, sometimes i do but sometimes i don't. i hide one part of true self inside me. like when i hate, i don't really show it out unless that person irritates me until i can't stand it. i talk bad about people in front of other friends. so it means that i am somehow a back-stabber. hahaha~ i always try to give my friends an image of "yoke yin is reliable, yoke yin is responsible" and stuff. but i am not, i actually rely on people more than people relying on me. and i always want to be the leader because i don't like to be the follower, i dislike people bossing me around but i am not suitable to be a leader. and sometimes, i act blur when i know what to do and when i am total blur, i act as if i know everything. i am just an idiot. i always want to be popular and get attetion but i just can't. i actually hide alot of secrets from my friends and some of them even thougth they know all my secrets. i am angry with myself because i don't have determination. i give up on things easily. i am timid but i don't admit it. i actually hate him but i still somehow "like" him. when i am lying, they trust me, and when i am not, they don't trust me, so you mean i should lie all the time? i get jealous easily, but i pretend i am not, so i choose to say i hate them than say i envy them. that is also why half of the people i hate is because i envy them. i always want to make more friends but i always fail. i always feel lonely and i have no idea why. nowadays, i also feel like i am ignored by my friends, i don't know why, maybe it's just me, and it makes me want to kill them (of cause i am not really going to kill, you want me to go to jail, is it? what? yes? hmph! you bas***d). that is why i don't put so much feeling on friends because i am scare to be hurt. when i was young, i was hurt before and i learned my lesson. that is why, until now, except her, i have no best friends. i pretend to be cheerful all the time, if not i am a very moody person, remember when i was in form 1? when i was 13? that was something like the real me, always think negative, don't like to smile and always angry at someone. i have dreams but i never tried to fulfill them. i always don't listen to them and i regret all the time. i feel like crying all the time too, but never seem to dare do it on public. i always try to be hardworking but i always end up watching the tv. i try to respect others but they don't seem to respect me. i start to be afraid of her and start to stop talking to her. before that, i like her, after that, i start to dislike her. i always want it but i never ask for it. i hate myself most the time but i have to love myself according to live on. i love myself only when good things happend to me (duh!). i act stupid about some stuff infront of them, but when come to studies, i am really stupid. she thinks i don't know what she is up to, but i already know what she wants to do. my social life is somehow ruined because of her. i am tired of my social life, it's so messy. i feel like anti-social-ing but i try not to. i love bishounens alot!! i always say i am an anime freak, but the truth, i am not excatly an anime freak. i love shounen-ai which only small group of people know it. i pretend i don't know anything about it, but actually i know alot of it and very well of it. i admire him alot, but i never told anyone. i do not blame anyone for this but i blame myself for my idiot-ness.....

there are lots more to say about the true me, so i think i'll continue later. besides, not much people visits my blog, so what ever i said wouldn't really be revealed in front of my friends~X3

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 11:58 AM.

it has been 2 weeks since my last "REAL" post.... so here goes....

Powerpuff Girls in RO?
this was quite a long time ago...i was kind of bored, so i went to pvp. met this 2 girls, and 1 of them said we looked like powerpuff girls (due to hair colour...?). so i took a screen shot. it's just for fun~

(from left) it's me as Blossom, makona as Bubbles and candy87 as buttercup. and all of us are acolytes~

Piano practical exam
last last saturday (4/12/04), had my piano practical exam. i praticed and praticed but because of i am too nervous, i played alot of wrong notes... T^T

Celebrated my 2nd brother's birthday
celebrated my 2nd brother's birthday in my cousin's house on Saturday (4/12/04) we had steamboat. arrived late to my cousin's house, because my eldest brother had seminar and came home late, most of the things were eaten, all left was not very "good" food. anyway, i was so hungry until i was actually full. so, i ate very little.

Gempak 2004
nope, i did not go for gempak. but talking about gempak, Chee Yin sms-ed me and told me about gempak. She thinks i don't know about gempak? hello!?? i am an anime freak! of cause i know about gempak. just that i choose not to go. i wonder if Chee Yin went to Gempak. i heard from someone that gempak s*cks....

6B Gathering again?
actually, we wanted another gathering in my house on Wednaesday (8/12/04), but at the last minute, i canceled it because i was very angry at Shu Xiang again! hahaha~ and most of them have transport problem, so i have to cancel it.

Met Gavin
though there was no gathering, i met Gavin in 1 utama on (Wednesday, 8th of December). he did not saw me, but i did. later when i came home, i met him online again on MSN. chit chated awhile. i told him i saw him and stuff. and he asked me if he was handsome anot... (-.-) then i told him :"nope not really, but if u really want me to say u are handsome, wear long sleeve and bla bla bla........" (long conversation, i don't think u would want to know)

Mars
i am not talking about the planet Mars. i am talking about the show Mars which Vic Chou and Big S acts in it. I watched it on Astro, Shuang Xin. it has a very toching story. i love the parts where Ling (Vic) is with his twin brother who was eventually dead even in the beginning of the story. Just imagine 2 Vic standing together, cool huh?

Ling (Vic)

Treasure Planet

i know it's an old show(2002). but it was my 1st time watching it on Astro, Disney Channel. and i rate it 5 out of 5. yup, you heard me, 5 out of 5. surprised? you can say that this is my 1st time rating an movie 5 out of 5. it's just because i like the story and the charaters. the story is very touching and the main character, kind of look like Uchiha Itachi from Naruto. so, i rate it 5 out of 5. (of cause there are some details and stuff i did not mention why i like this show ;P)

My brother became lvl.99 in RO

finally, he became lvl.99 after going through the hard months.


but he became an novice straight away, because he wanted to be a lord knight, and i had to tank him (-.-) , and also thanks the program bot, he is currently lvl. 54.

Went to HQ Comic bookstore with Snow White and Prince Charming
this was last Friday (10/12/04). who is snow white and prince charming? it's Nanzi and Kian Foong~ X3 actually nothing much to mention about. only two things is Kian Foong became a member there and we met Jia Yao there also...

Bleach
borrowed 5 comics of bleach last Friday. Read all of them, and i have no idea why people love it so much. to be honest, i find nothing interesting in it. maybe because it's the 1st few books, so there is nothing interesting? i don't know.......

the comic cover


did not watch the anime, but just want to post up some nice bleach screen shots i found on the internet. i love the lion doll~~

Fruit Basket
i also borrowed 5 comics of fruit basket. i have watched the anime. but i heard that the comics have a different story, so i borrowed it and read it. Shigure seems to be a bad guy in disguise in the comic while in the anime, he is a total good guy. and Yuki-kun is still so handsome and cool~ (yes, i love Yuki more than Kyo, and you can't stop me)

(from left) Kyo, Tohru, Yuki, Shigure, Hanajima and Uotani


Comic Fiesta 2004
i did not go for comic fiesta also. i wanted to go so badly. but that Saturday (11/12/04) was my father's company annual dinner, so if i went to comic fiesta, i would feel super tired when it's dinner time.so, i did not go, and on Sunday (12/12/04), my driver don't work on that day. so i decided not to go, and i heard that it was fun... T^T

Alfro annual dinner
Alfro is my father's company. it had an annual dinner on last saturday (11/12/04) and family members of the workers are allowed to go, and of cause, i must go.... (-.-) but thanks to both my brothers and 2 of my cousins, i had someone to talk to and felt not so bored (i don't know anyone of them in that dinner). there were also games, lucky draw and karaoke. they had so much fun. i think i can post the pictures, but not now. so, pictures later.

Is he gone?
u must be asking who is gone. i am talking about my driver Ganesan. he was fired by my mom. why? he said that he would send us to the hotel for the annual dinner (Saturday, 11th of December). the day before the annual dinner, he even told my maid that he will be coming to fetch us, and when my mom called him to comfirm wether if he was coming anot, he said he would come. but, on that saturday an hour before we were going to that hotel, he did not come. worst was when my mom tried to call him, he did not even pick up the phone. this is not the 1st time he is not picking up the phone. my mom was very angry and finally, yesterday, my mom fired him... sad sad.... T^T now, i can't go anywhere. not even borrow my comics or hui ting's birthday party that is coming up, not even CosMas that i really really want to go. and me and my friends were suppose to go to sunway pyramid to ice-skate yesteday (Monday, 13th of December) i can ask my brother to fetch me, but it's not nice to always ask him fetch me around.

Ice-skating?
yesterday, Nanzi, Yein Fei, Hui Jian, Hang Woon, Hang Kim, Kian Foong and Hang Woon's cousin and sister went to sunway pyramid to ice-skate. if Ganesan was here, i could have go too..... *sob sob* Nanzi and Kian Foong told me that it was fun and i miss all of it... argh!!

CosMas 2004
it's not here yet. it is going to be held in residence hotel in KL tis coming Saturay (18/12/04) . i guess i am not going for it since i have no driver now. so also means that i am not doing the medic job. i feel kind of guilty. giving the others such short notice that i am not going. SORRY... i couldn't help it if my mom wants to fired my driver. and my brothers are not so interested in those stuff. (i think) besides, if i go, i have to go there early at 10 (starts at 11) till 6. i don't think they want to wait for me till 6.

New blogskin and I am in a Christmas mood~
As you can see, i made a new blogskin. it's Prince of Tennis~ don't they look cute? same as the last Naruto skin, i took the picture some where and wrote those "Merry X'mas" words on it and then find an Prince of Tennis logo and paste it on the skin. clever, huh? i am in christmas mood now. though i am not an christian but i am still in a christmas mood. why? because i want to wear that "raindear-horns hair ban" which my brother brougth from Korea. sounds like fun? hmm, i even thought of throwing a christmas costume party just to wear that hair ban on christmas. am i crazy? but i really thougth of having a party like that ^.^ but i don't think my friends would have a costume to come to a costume party unless i invite MCC members... hahaha~ it's just an idea, do you think i would really throw a party like that? even if i want to, my mom wouldn't allow it. (i think) and besides, my house is far and stuff....... T^T

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 5:58 PM.

last 2 day on the 7th of December was my beloved princess, Hui Ting's birthday. and then, today is my 2nd brother's birthday and Kelvin's birthday. i couldn't even wish Kelvin a happy birthday also. cause my phone no credit and stuff. it's all because of that stupid prom. i had to paid for the tickets and the tickets is not cheap. so i am considered broke now. then on the 14th of December is Clement and Edward's (Ricther) birthday. after that, it's my cousin's birthday. so i want to wish all of you, happy birthday. and i am sorry if i miss out any of you, who's birthday is also on December.

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 4:57 AM.

I went for prom last Monday. it was not as fun i thougth it would be. the ticket stated that it starts at 6.30, but due to it's in Malaysia, so it normally starts at 7.30. i went there at 7, and waited and waited, and at last, it started at 8.40. i was starving and it started so damn late. oh, before this, i went to Nanzi's house first, to lent her eye-liner and mascara cause i don't have 1. i look so ugly and evil, since it was my first time aplying make up myself, unlike Nanzi and the others, got people help them aply make up. actually, i did not prepare a thing for prom, it was till that morning i did the last minute and i did all last minute job. and what i wore for the prom, was actually, i simply choose to wear. since, i did not even prepare. all my friends look so gorgeous~ muacks~ u guys look so great in those dresses, and i was the only one wearing pants (among my friends) ... >.< As for the family tree pictures, if you understand what is it then you'll understand, if not, you won't really understand.... understand? i think you don't... it's ok... nevermind if you don't understand.

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me and my best friends~

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My Family Tree~ but my "ah ma" (Xue Wei) not here, so i sit on her place with my "ah ba" (Hang Woon) lor~

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My Family Tree 2

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i like this pic~~ why? cause it's Snow White and Prince Charming~ aw~~ X3

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my "ah ba"(Hang Woon), he "yau yeng" anot?

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show this picture to my "ah ma" (Xue Wei) then my "ah ba"(Hang Woon) sure die~

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me look like Malay la!

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My Princess and me~

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my friends~

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at the dinning table~

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at the stairs....?

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they look gorgeous~

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this is the last picture we took T^T

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 9:30 AM.

Wow, i did not update for such a long time, a lot happend this few days, but i am lazy to talk about it now, because i wan to talk about "Prince of Tennis" first. Now a days, i fell in love with "Prince of Tennis" i don't know why, i just like the characthers and the story line. =P ah~ they are so cute and cool~ ^.^ love them so muchy~ (sorry, gone crazy about them....) i even took quiz.... >.<
You're Eiji!

(Prince of Tennis) Which Seigaku Regular are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

me is Eiji? wow~ ^.^ and here is another 1....


Your whole life someone has always been cheering
you on. Tennis is cool, and you are actually
pretty nifty (if not downright quirky) Win with
pride, or lose with honor it doesn't matter
because tennis is life and life is sweet. (Just
don't drink the juice...)

Which Prince of Tennis team do you belong on?
brought to you by Quizzila

me is Seigaku~!!! yay~ go go go~ Seigaku~

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 10:43 AM.