My grandmother past away last 2 weeks on the 17/5/05. (Just the day I posted my last post) A lot of things happend after that. This was my very 1st time in a funeral and I never thought that I would cry when she past away because I was never really close to her. I don't know why, the feelings just came and I started crying and crying when my brother told me the news when I was in school. Hmm..... then alot happend during the funeral....... But I am now feeling better. Now, there is so many rules I cannot break like I can't go to people's house for 49 days, I cannot celebrate anything for a 100 days and so on.

ok, since I didn't update for a while, I have lots of thing to say, so I'll do point form again.

-- Had school sports day on 26/2/05. I was 1 of the PBSM so I was busy helping the people who were injured. Is it me or what? This year, there are more people injured then last year. (>.<)

-- Everyone knows this 1, which I canceled the open house party, I suppose that everyone knows why and I actually promise Lystia that I'll past her thing to Yi-En and ask Yi-En to past it to her, but I don't think I can manage to do that now.

-- My birthday is coming and I cannot celebrate......... D=

-- Watch abit Gokusen (Japanese show downloaded by my brother) to laugh away my sadness. It was so funny~!! and I just love the part where Yankumi say "FIGHT, OH!" XD it is so funny~!!!

-- I don't know what happend to me, my hairs are keep dropping. Is it because of stress or am I too tired. Yes, I admit that I am very tired but I don't think it is stress right? Well, just hope that my hairs just stop dropping so much.

I think that is about it. Will add if I remember more.

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 12:31 AM.

I just heard that my grandmother is seriously sick. Currently, my father and mother went over to Kajang to see her. Half an hour ago, my brother just called my cousin to ask how she is, my cousin said that things are not going good, my grandmother's body is shaking and she couldn't breathe nicely. I start to worry but I cannot do anything.

OK, stop talking about the sad things anymore, I'll cry if i continued. 1st, let's talk about Valentine's day. It was fun, I got few packets of marshmellow from a few friend of mine. It was like this, Chinese Society was selling this marshmellow and lolipop for Valentine's day (idea came from Xue Wei so she and Yein Fei was the admin for this activity). In the beggining, Yun Xin said she was ordered me a packet a marshmellow from Chinese Society. So as a return gift, I ordered 1 for her too. Then found out Jia Yao was giving me too, so I gave him too. I also gave my beloved Nanzi and Ka Huey too because they are my close friends but I didn't expect them to give me masrhmellows too, for return. Then as for Ting Ting, as in my earlier post, I said I went to buy birthday pesents, I also went and bought Ting, her Valentine's present. I specially went and buy for her because the last 2 years, she gave me Valentine's present and i did not return a gift to her, so, I decided to give her a Valentine present this year, but she just gave me a card this year. (-.-) Well, it's ok, I don't mind cause last 2 years, I did not give it to her. So, as conclusion, I got 4 packets of marshmellow from Ka Huey, Nanzi, Yun Xin and Jia Yao. 1 lolipop from Jia Yao (for no special reasons cause he gave Nanzi and Yun Xin also) and 1 Valentine Card.

Yesterday it was the seven day of chinese new year, also known as "yan yat". My mom say it was everybody's birthday on that day because it was belived that the god create humen on this day. Anyway, went to eat vegetarian dinner in SS2 with my parents because they belive that in vegetarian shop wouldn't be so crowded as the other shop would. Though the food is vegetarian, there were "fake meat" made by flour. The "fake meat" looks so real and tasty too."

Today was the 1st time I attended to my accounts tution in Kasturi. The teacher is quite good and he looks chubby and cute maybe because he looks clumsy and when he talks, he has a kind of essence. Especially when he say pronound "pindah", he sounded so funny (to me). He sounded something like this : "PIN-dah"..... XD. i dunno how to describe it by typing it out, so sorry. If not you can hear the funny pronunciation. =D

Tommorow, I am staying back for PBSM. I start to dislike PBSM due to too many indians are in there. Not that I dislike them or something, it is because almost all my seniours are indian and that day, they scolded me like for no reason (O_o) and worst, I was force to do marching. (T_T) I joined cheer leading in blue house (well, never really attended the practices) just to aviod marching and now they are telling me that I have to do it for PBSM. If I can, tomorrow, I'll try to beg teacher to cancel of my name and I don't need to march anymore, but most probably, I won't do that because I very much know that the teacher won't let me do so.

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 4:32 AM.

It rained~!! After so many days of no rain, it finally rained yesterday. It was kind of cool yesterday but today, it's back to normal which is hot! It currently 32 degrees celsius out side.......

Yesterday, in the afternoon, I went to Desmond's open house. His house is just at the back of my house. His house was beatiful unlike mine, which is more simple. Then, made a new friend, Sue Anne. She is a very nice girl. It was fun talking to her.

After that, my parents fetch me and we went to 1 utama, and since I went there, I bought the Yuna bead thing (from FFX) for Lystia, as I promised. Then went around and bought some birthday presents for my other friends.

At night, went for dinner with my whole family including my grandfather, my grandmother, my aunties, my uncles and my cousins.

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 10:50 PM.

Happy Chinese New Year~!! wow, it's the 3rd day of chinese new year already. Wait, it's 12 o'clock which means it should be the 4th day of chinese new year~!! ^.^ though I am happy but another 2 days, I'll be back in school and I haven't finish my homework yet. T_T

Currently, I am at my grandfather's house (in Kajang, father side) but all my cousin's are out to "yam cha" except me. I choose not to go out because it has been days since I last online and updated this blog, so I stayed to online. I can't online the last few days was because I did not have the time to. I had been going to my grandfather's house every day and going back to my house every night since the day before chinese new year. I am like wasting time in the car, going to my grandfather's house takes about 1 hour, go and back already take 2 hours. Besides, in my grandfather's house, my brother and cousin (guys) were using the computer whole day long while the girls did nothing. So, the girls and I had been playing "cou dai di" (no gambling, just play for fun) for the whole day and let me tell you, it is very boring playing "cou dai di" whole day.

The day before new year (8/2/05)
As usual, I did last minute job which was paking my stuff in that morning. Later, went to my grandfather's house with my family in the afternnon. Then went back home when it was evening. At midnight, we prayed to the god, while praying, some of the people from my neightbourhood played with fireworks. I was shocked when they 1st put it because it was so loud and for the 1st time, I saw fireworks from this near. I was impresses and also happy. At the same time, "he" sms-ed me and I found out that "he" also likes "her", when I also know that "she likes "him" and for both, I was the 1st 1 to know. but problem is, why everybody tell me their secrets? -.-

1st day of chinese new year (9/2/05)
1st day of new year is a once a year "vegetarian day" when my family only eat vegetarian. I used to hate this day but maybe because I am getting used to it, I start like it. Never really did anything on this day, was all day at my cousin's house doing nothing.

2nd day of chinese new year (10/2/05)
Yesterday, I went to my grandmother's (also in Kajang, but mother side) house in the afternoon. Then went to my god-grandmother's house. After that, went to my mother's friend, Aunty Dorothy's house, went back to my grandmother's house and go for dinner in Fortuna Palace together.

3rd day of new year (11/2/05)
In the morning, stayed at home watch tv and took a nap till about 6 o'clock. Then me and my family came to my grandfather's house. Me and my cousin sister took pictures for our school's moral project.

Tommorow, I will be going to Desmond's house~!! XD going to crash his house and get angpao~!! muahahaha~!! >=D

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 8:02 AM.

Can you belive it? Gundam Seed in tv2 and of course, it is in malay dub. I can't stand it cause english was already not so good and BM is worst. Still the original (japanese) is the best. They did not even show episode 1 cause I remember last week was the last episode of Dragon Ball GT, means that yesterday should be the 1st episode of Gundam Seed, but no, it started off with episode 2. They are spoiling the whole thing, in BM dubs, Kira and Athrun don't sound cool at all and when they were suppose to shout, they did not, making the character look so wierd by opening their mouth so wide but so soft sound was heard. (-.-)

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 7:14 PM.

Today morning, I went for this "gotong-royong" in school. I didn't wanted to go, but because of my moral project, I went there to take pictures for the project. Chee Yin and the others were decorating the board when I was doing my tution add math work. I only helped a little went they were taking the photos. (ya.... I know I am bad!! >=D) When I was going back, Agustina come and gave me and the others bread and a bottle of water saying that it was given by Cik. Malathi. I was surprise, she is so nice when she is nice and when she is not, she is your worst nightmare.
After that, went to add math tution. I am still quite blur with what the teacher is teaching. When he was explaning, I do understand what he was saying, but when it comes to doing the questions, I can't seem to do it. Argh!!
Then went to dentist for filling. It was not as bad as I thought it would be. Not pain at all unlike scaling.
When it was about 2.30, went to 1 utama and meet up with Yi-En. She wanted me to go there so badly and I have no idea why. When I was there, she asked me to go to TGV. I had no idea why to, I just follow her intrustions and met up with her, saw Sara then straight we went in to the cinema to watch a movie (-_-" anyway, she said she "belanja" so I didn't care much) and for the first time, I saw Ida, who I knew through Yi-En and met her in RO. There were also another 3 guys, but I am not sure who are they. Yi-En said that Ida wanted to see me, that is why she wanted me to go so badly. (O_o)
Later, found out that we were going to watch Elektra. This movie is not boring but meaningless (-.-) . so I give a 3/5.
After watching the show Yi-En "belanja" me eat Burger King. (^.^) Then went to popular with her, bought some things and we went home.
Though it was a bit busy today but it was quite fun because I get to see Ida for the 1st time. (^o^)

p.s. I am going to have 1 week of holiday~!! yay~!! and then I can collect alot of "ang pao". wee~!! but I haven't pack my things and finish mt homework yet. (-.-")

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 5:50 AM.

These days, I am so busy. I haven't been online these days and i have so many things that I want to update. In fact, I have too many and I can't really remember what I want to post up. X_X These are the things I remember that I want to update on.....

-- Nanzi is so busy with her work, she is too popular and every teacher is finding her to help them with their works. When looking at her, I really pity her, though I am also jealous about it.

-- I invited too many people to my CNY open house party and most of them are coming. I actually didn't want to invite so many of them, but it's not nice to left them out.

-- Me and Nanzi is currently crazy over the anime/comic "Fruits Basket". We are talking about almost everyday. X3

-- Jia Yao and Yun Xins' problem is giving me headeche. -.-"

-- Ka Huey is so free these days, envy her so much because I am currently so busy. T_T

-- Finally got my hair cut....

-- Pei Gee and Ying Ying jie jie went for Jay Chou's concert. I actually wanted to go too, but I was too lazy and no money last few months when they were selling the tickets.

-- Lan Gao site and koyuuken's site was deleted. He said he was too busy to update, so I wonder, when I am too busy, will I delete this site? I don't think so, cause this is like my diary. Even if i don't update, I want to see what stupid things I did last time.

-- Saturday, went for school for the replacement of last Monday's holiday. As I expected, most people is in "weekend mood" which also means "holiday mood".

-- Kian Foong came to school again today, and I have no idea why he came, Nanzi said maybe he was too free.

-- Maybe going to Kasturi and tution physics and chemistry.

-- Something is wrong with me, I've actually finish my homeworks which don't even need to be handed up tomorrow. If it was the old me, I would have done last minute work. Well, that is a good thing and I am surprised about it.

I think there are more I want to update but I just cannot remember what. So, i'll just stop here.

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 4:12 AM.