Tomorrow, it's HER birthday. I miss her so much, her sound, her touch, her everything. Time passes by so fast and it's already 7 months. hmm..... "Life is fragile", I finally understand that.

So, appreciate what ever you have now. If not, you will really regret like me. ='(

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 6:23 AM.

I have no idea what I wanted to update on. I had so many to rant about last few days, but now, I can't remember what I wanted to rant on except the 1 I went to Ikea.

So what ever, I don't want to waste time thinking what I wanted to rant about and just update what happend today and about what I did in Ikea. I bought things from Ikea and now, my room looks totally different from what it was.

And from today on, my worst nightmare will start and I mean the worst 1. Even my mom can't help me with it. *cries* bleh. TTATT

I haven't finish my project and I am returning to school on this coming Monday. Yup, Pray for me that I'll finish in time and hope that my worst nightmare will go away soon. =P .

k, that was the update for today.

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 7:57 AM.

Ah..... being a designer/illustrator/what ever you call it isn't easy!! I drew 4 characters (I am not showing it for some reasons that you can on next 2 paragraph. If you really want see it, go to YiNKy's DA on the other blogger list) for my brother's palm game and I spent at least 2 hour on 1 character. Altogether I took like 10 hours? ah!!! plus the eye pain and stuff and this is only the chibis (small cute anime characters). I take less time to do chibis, so what if I were to do normal looking anime characters? I should be dead by now..... it is really not easy, but I love it~!! I love doing it and it was kind of fun...

Now, my brother is really like my boss, cause he is actually really paying me with feeding me McDonald and make me have Mcpain and Mcstomach-ache(joke between my bro and I), so I don't mind drawing for him. I am saying this because after I show some of my friends my drawing, some of them are taking advantage of me and asking me to draw for them. Honestly, I don't like it cause 1 chibi takes at least 2 hours of my time, why would I waste time doing these kind of thing for you?

It's not like I don't take you as a friend and do not wish to draw for you, it's just that if I draw for 1 of you, and the others might also ask me to draw 1 for them, and if I don't they think I am bad and stuff. Danson's case is different because it's a birthday present from me to him, plus he kind of close to me in a way. Unless you are close enough with me and want it for your birthday present, I'll draw but I won't buy you any other thing. Or you are paying me to do that, I'll draw, and it's just RM10-15. It's considered cheap because other people are selling USD15-20. I am not joking. So, stop asking me to draw for you unless you are paying me or the other reason I mentioned. End of story.

p.s. the story of the Ikea thing, I'll update later after I am not so angst. Sorry if I complained too much and you had nothing to do with it.

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 12:57 AM.

Just back from Ikea & the shopping centre beside it(what was the name?). Damn Tiring. Walked for 4 hours. Details/proper update later, maybe tonight. Now quiz for you. It's about me.
http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=050817101037-814810

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 1:01 AM.

I should be studying now cause I have exam tomorrow. Don't worry, at least I studied History and did some add math's question already. Those 2 are my biggest fear so I paid extra attention to it. If I fail these 2 subjects this time again, I'll be so sad that I'll definitely cry. Well, as for physics and chemistry, I haven't really revise anything yet but I'll try my best later on to revise everything. (>.<)

Yosh, off to study chemistry and physics~!! (^_^) pray for me I'll pass all my subject neh? At least wish me luck neh? =3 .

p.s. ah~ it's been a long time I no use very informer english to type my bloggie neh? must add some japanese and chinese next time and make you pening kepala neh? Hey~!! I just used BM~!! ............. (=.=) watashi baka-desu, *nods head* ...Anyway, I must study my chem and pysics adi... Hai! Gabarimasu~!!

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 6:45 AM.

Yesh!!!! I finally got it!!! Well, I mean it doesn't really belong to me but as long as I am allow to use it, I am happy enough. What am I talking about? My 2nd brother just bought a tablet which I longed for all this while. =D . He wanted to buy 1 quite long ago too, just that he worry he won't use much, but now, since I start drawing/colouring digitally and I will use it, he decided to buy 1. We bought the cheapest 1 among all (but it's not cheap), the Wacom Graphire3.

Some question you might ask.
What is a tablet?
--A tablet is a board like thingy with a pen and you use the pen on the board and it moves like a mouse.

What is the use of it?
--You can draw better with it then a mouse~!! XD . That's why I am so happy

How does it look like?
--Look below~!!

We didn't buy the mouse of cause.......

It's a bit hard to control. Maybe because it's the 1st time I am using it. Oh well, I think I will get used to it soon. ^_^ . Ah~~~ I am so happy~!!

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 1:43 AM.

I want to go EXPO 2005 Achi Japan!! I want to go so badly. I actually planned to go if I was seletected for the AFS thing, but now I have no chance of going anymore!! I want to meet the mascots Kiccoro and Morizo~!! T_T . Look at them, *points up there* they are so cute~!! and today, I watch NHK, they were talking about the EXPO and it seems so interesting. *cries*

Anyway, just found out that RO has an adoption thing. Aw... How I wish I was adopted. XD . Cause if you get married, you only get love from 1 but being adopted, you get 2~!! Isn't that fun? But too bad I don't have much friends in RO. It's always the same few people. sigh.

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 7:51 AM.

It's so freaking hazy outside. It's like just like Genting when it's very misty but a hot 1 and a smelly 1. In school, even wearing 2 layers of mask won't work according to Ka Huey. (I only wore 1 layer) I don't even feel safe in the house. I still feel and smell the smoke. It's horible, terrible and vegetable. The Indonesians just had to do it and on a time like this where the wind will blow this way till October. Let's sing Yan Zi's "tin oh oh" so it will rain!! *sings* "tin oh oh!! oh oh!!" XD .
Ah.... My throat hurts right now. But the good news is I don't have to go to school tomorrow because it was announced that tomorrow is a holiday due to the hazy day. =D . Dance with me, people!! *dances*
But I still need to prepare for next's week exam, finish my piles of homework, draw 4 characters for my beloved brother for his thing, do bookmarks for MRSC, finish up/colour my drawings. Ah.... Dangs!!

These days, Hafiz and Rong Qin has become more and more talkertive and lame. why? The reason is obvious because they are sitting with Ka Huey and me. We both are the most talkertive, lamest, loudest girl in class. It influence them so badly that they are becoming lame and talkertive too. Plus, every english period where trainy teacher, Miss Anne David comes in and do activity with us in groups of 4, we will group together and name ourselves the "kiasu gang". XD .
So is it a good thing anot? I don't know, at least I am glad that me and Hafiz can communicate better bacause when I first started to sit with him, I never talked to him and he never talks to me. ^_^ .

I finally browse through all my 400 over messages (includes artwork, journals,notes,etc) in DeviantArt which I never checked for 2 months. yeah me!! It's tiring and I wonder how the people with 1k over messages can browse through all.

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 9:19 AM.

My dreams are shattered...... I am dissapointed......Who should I blame?..... All I can do is cursing them.....

Great oh great...... just great..... My dream of going to Japan is shattered. They already know that the deadline was on 30th of June and they didn't even tell us anything on our interview that was on July. Luckily I haven't send the application form plus the RM 3000 deposit. If not, I will regret all my life.
I have lots of complains/opinions/comments/curses to sound out but I am just so tired of it. No matter what I say, the deadline is over and I can't do anything about it. Stupid officer or who ever is incharge of this thing, curse you.

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 8:47 AM.

I saw Mdm Patrina got mad for the very first time today. I was shocked. I never knew that she could be that scary. She was angry at Sri Sabesan because when some of us were having oral, he was disturbing us and jumping around. So, Mdm Patrina got so angry and scolded him. Yes, I was really very shocked.

Anyhow, my oral will be defitnately be tomorrow. It's a BM oral and we are doing a forum in a group of 3/4. I grouped up with Ka Huey and Chee Yin. They came to my house to practice yeterday and spent half of the time gossiping. (Ha! we are ebil and I am aware of that)
By the way, I am a ustazah in the forum. What is a ustazah? Ustazah is a teacher for the muslim if I am not wrong and my name in the forum is Fatimah Juhana binti Anwar, you think it's long? wait till you hear Ka Huey's name in the forum, it's Dr. Michelle Regina Lim Kok Huey. XD . Chee Yin doesn't have a name for she is the announcer.

Today I also got the "plastic" cup which I longed for. XD . I mean the trophy for the marching competiton. It is really plastic made. So I can't say much. (>.<)

I watch 2 One Piece movie during the last few days. All thanks to Melvin who borrowed me the CDs. The 1st 1 I watch was The adventure of the Terminus Death and the second 1 was The adventure of the Spiral Spring Island. Both story are nice and funny though the theme is almost the same. ratings: 4/5.

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 1:16 AM.

Today in physics, I fell asleep for a few seconds... (>.<) This is my 1st time I fell asleep when a teacher was teaching. XP .I was so sleepy when teacher was explaining what she had to explain. I was going to close my eyes every other seconds. Phew!! luckily I was not caught. XD .

When accounts, I was asking Melvin wether he has any nice anime I can borrow from him and coincidently, his friend returned him his One Piece movie CD to him. (He is so nice. =D .) So I borrowed it home and said I would return it to him tomorrow, but I haven't watched it. =X . I was too sleepy and I went to sleep and slept quite long just now.

I read bleach's newest manga just now. (You can find the link on my "Other Links" down there, with the title "Bleach manga online" and what I am about say MAY contain spoilers. So stop if you don't want to know what happend)
I was shouting "OMG" again and again when I read from chapther 185-189. why? it's because Ichigo's father, happend to be (erm... major spoilers? so I guess I'll just censore it) "XXX" and he is so damn cool~!! and OMG, I was so shocked when I read it. He is so so so so so so cool~!! No wonder Ichigo was so cool~!! XD . Then about the Ishida part, I can't belive he is going to do it. Dang!! He cannot do this to Ichigo........ =( .

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 7:27 AM.

It's August~!! and you know what this means? It means that I have been blogging for 1 year already~!! Can you believe it? Time really flies. Reading my older posts make me feel like I am so much matured now. "perasan" rite? I know. Anyway, for my blog's 1st birthday (exact date is on 12th of August) I made a new layout~!! Actually, I said I would make 1 a few months ago but I didn't know what layout I wanted. Then I end up wasting time. After that, I read Bleach manga and fell in love with it so I decided to make a layout with that theme. I finished this layout on July, but since August is my bloggy's 1st birthday, so I decided to post this new layout on August. (^_^)

So yes, the new layout features the anime/manga Bleach which is currently my favourite anime/manga. The picture is found when I was typing Bleach on Google Search. Then I edited it through Adobe PS. The top right words and the half transparent words on the picture is lyrics of Bleach's 1st opening song, Asterisk which is sang by Orange Range, who are also my current favourite band. =D . Then "the death and the strawberry" is the title of the 1st chapther (manga) of Bleach. Plus, Ichigo, the main character's name means strawberry in japanese. Why is his name so weird? Cause it has another meaning in it also. Ichi means one and go for something I cannot really remember.... XD . I really love the layout and I think I did a good job, but problem is, some of my favourite characters are not in there like Kon, Abarai Kenji, Kyouraku Shunsui, Ise Nanao, Soi Fong and many many more~!! =(

Now, to the updates, last Saturday, after my add math tution, I went to school to get the "Nasi Amal" that my school was selling to get funds for some school funds. Each costs Rm10 and I bought 2. 1 for me and 1 for my mom. It tasted not bad.

Hui Ting finally burned the CD for me~!! Thanks Ting~!! There are lots of song and I really love it. Plus my cousin help me bought Mika Nakashima's CD for me already. Yes!! Now, I can listen to more variations of songs to hear while doing my homework. (^_^)

| YiNKy ate chocolates at 4:01 AM.